Monday, January 10, 2011

Fabricati diem.

Rather three days without food than a day without tea.

- Lu Yu


Maybe I should take those words to heart.

The weekend was pretty terrible. An oil company accidently dumped almost 200 gallons of heating oil into my basement while I was sleeping, and the oil went all the way up to a flame. My cat woke me up to the smell, and thankfully I didn't blow up or something. They will pay for everything, so no worries there. To add to the wonderful news, I ate way too much. An odd thing that I do is eat a lot of healthy foods. Even though they are "good" for me, they have way too many calories. Ugh.

It's about 5:30 in the evening, and so far I've had unsweetened green tea and a fruit salad (100 calories). I also have a pot of unsweetened mint tea in front of me. Hopefully that will be all for today. I'm thinking of going on mostly tea, fruit, and vegetables. As for things like protein, there is always edamame, lean meats, eggs, etc. They will be eaten in moderation.

You've probably heard it a million times, but I seriously recommend tea of any kind. Try to drink it unsweetened and without milk (which apparently binds with many of the healthy properties and ruins any effect that they would've had ). Even if the health claims are not true, at the very least it's a calorie-free way to hydrate yourself if you are tired of water. I swear that it's why my skin is clear and I have a low amount of abdominal fat. Maybe I'm just rambling (and I am), but I can't express how much I love tea. <3


Thursday, January 6, 2011

Exitus acta probat.

Have you ever walked down the street and stumbled upon a person who made you stop in your tracks? Beautiful. Graceful. Thin. Ethereal. Was it almost as if they were too perfect to exist? Well, I want to be that person. This is just one way to reach my goal. I feel as if I'm trapped in a cage, and the only way to claw my way out is to shrink and reveal the person I dream to be. Perfection is unattainable by nature, but I sure as hell can try.


Maybe I should introduce myself. I'm an eighteen-year-old university student and live in the northeastern United States. What do I want to do when I'm older? Go to medical school, as ironic as that may sound. Classes start soon, and I would like to lose a few pounds before then. Last semester went very well, and hopefully it will this time around. I'm going to be overwhelmed with classes and time in the lab, but it should be interesting.

Drum roll...

Height: 5'7"
Heighest weight: 169 pounds
Current weight: 160 pounds

I want to be 110 pounds. Even though most people think I weigh around 135 or 140 pounds, I can't tolerate what I see in the mirror. My waist is narrow, but my hips are too wide and my breasts are too small. I am around a U.S. size 8 in jeans, I believe.

Yesterday's intake:

Almonds (200 calories)
Cafe au lait with organic soy milk (180 calories)
2 small oranges (120 calories)
Tofu and vegetable soup (150 calories)
Steamed brown rice (400 calories?)
Unsweetened tea (0 calories)

Today's intake so far:

Almonds (200 calories)
1 small orange (60 calories)
Unsweetened tea (0 calories)